Day 1
On my way to work the other morning, I identified 5 or 6 of those that happened in just the previous day alone: Getting to spend a few extra minutes visiting with my spouse in the morning and how special it was; just these little things that happen, but are so pure, so innocent, so real and filled with so much joy.
Day 2
The following morning, I asked to pick up where the “moment” or download dropped off. First, I paid attention to my breathing and knowing I needed to clear my mind, I decided to inhale gratitude and thanks and exhale all judgment and negativity. As I did this, I focused on the mantra, and, after less than ten breaths, I became quiet and allowed myself to simply be and enjoy that part of my commute, becoming one with the moment, fully involved, fully engaged in it, appreciating it for what it was: a gift. After taking it all in, truly taking it in, I asked my angels to engage in whatever form of pure intelligent energy exchange or thought, download, intuition whatever and I waited…
There was a low fog that morning in the beautiful Mountains North Georgia, quiet, cool and dark. As I made my way over to Yellow Creek Road, I felt a stillness come over me. Even though I was driving, everything somehow seemed to stop. At that moment, I had a knowing or feeling of deep intuition, an answer to a question that said clearly, “it’s all happening now.” Clearly, this was a reference to the night before when we’d been talking about how everything seemed to happen at once. The voice came again: “It’s coalescing, building into a crescendo that will culminate into the pinnacle of what you have been looking for.” The journey would not be over. I didn’t get that feeling; rather, the journey would finally seem more “on track.” WOW, that was awesome. It continued, “Your path will be clearly set out and you may follow, as you have foreseen.”
I drove for awhile, letting this settle in on me, being totally in thought and dwelling with that Higher Self, listening for more and trying to maintain contact. The commute had disappeared. I was on autopilot. I came to a clearing, a flat pasture on both sides of the road with a low lazy haze covering both sides. The sun was rising, giving a beautiful orange-red glow to the East and, as I surveyed the awesome view, I realized there were no other cars on the road, so I slowed to a stop. I picked up my cell phone to record this scene, but the phone was completely dead. A voice said, “Everything happens at once and this moment is for you.” WHAT?! This is SO BEAUTIFUL; please turn on cell phone, please. But it was not to be and I knew it, so I started back on my commute. “Your journey is not over, but you’re on the right path.” Yeah, I reckon I am; the moment was so inspiring, and I’ll always remember it.
As I continued to drive, thoughts began to stream, as they tend to do. I began thinking about our plans to get out and get gigs, performing possibly with a band, possibly not. And I began to think that we’d been practicing, but realized how many “obstacles” we’d been faced with. Over just the last three years we’d experienced four surgeries between the two of us, chemotherapy, depression, anxiety, an overall feeling of having been beaten. Yet, through all of that, we allowed the love to keep us on track.
While going through all that, we continued to sing and practice new material and talk about local gigs, the touring, looking at RVs and where we might play. Most recently, we’d been taking steps to actually get the gigs, something we’d just not had the energy to do until now. We had experienced a LOT of rejection, to the point where we were beaten down again. This was the same “everything happens at once” feeling, but in a negative way. Then we realized that the rejection was a message from the You-niverse – don’t settle for the low end gigs, go for the upscale gigs! Boom, like that, a clear message that we were on the right track, but maybe needed to change our resonance to match what we were looking for. After all, we were looking to actually make a living at this, not simply live in a van down by the river!
The Universe had once again given us the answer. You are not a victim of circumstance, indeed quite the opposite, you have the talent and the personalities to do what you love AND make a difference in people’s lives with your music.
“It all happens at once” can be taken in different ways. One way evokes a feeling of sadness and overwhelm. Another way has the culmination of “everything you’ve been working toward” feel to it. We were being given an opportunity to choose. I had a flash of someone interviewing us, asking, “tell us how you overcame your obstacles”
First, using NLP, do three things: realize, visualize, re-label. Realize that we are the total sum of our experiences. Visualize “movies” in the mind that change how we might have reacted in certain situations or how we might have perceived things differently. And finally, re-label – instead of “hating” something, re-label it as “it’s not my favorite.” This was the beginning of change and it started many years ago.
Second, be open and honest. A friend of mine said, “Doing the right thing is not always the easy thing, but it’s always the right thing.” That stuck with me and I used that as a mantra. After having re-married, I introduced “improve self/help others” as our mantra, because it just seemed to fit.
Lastly, we knew we were in rebuild mode when we married. I had resources at the time that were dwindling. Even so, we continued to pay all our obligations, which was doing the right thing. As we went through the subsequent “failures” — foreclosures, loss of employment, even bankruptcy topped off with disease and sickness, we kept our mantra, remained true to each other and continued to do the right thing, knowing it would pay off and we would rebound. And even as we were going through all that, we managed to experience some “wins.” We landed in great houses, we got great deals and we were able to pay the bills, thanks to answered prayers.
We shifted our paradigm, first by re-labeling “challenge” as “opportunity,” and second, by defining a miracle as an “answered prayer.”. We prayed for opportunities and we were grateful and thankful for all the miracles in our life. We were rewarded, we were challenged, we overcame obstacles and we gave thanks, all the while being grateful for ALL of it.
Day 3
I did the breathing exercise, breathing in gratitude and thanks and exhaling judgment and negativity. My mind settled and a calm came over me. I invited my angels and guides to come to me and direct me to a conversation with my Higher Self. And I waited. And I waited. Trying to keep my mind clear, I concentrated on nature, the plants, the mountains, the trees. As I topped the hill where I’d seen the beautiful sunrise the morning before, I noticed an 8-point buck on the side of the road, ready to cross in front of me. He looked, then turned back and headed into the woods. As the woods gave way to the pastureland, I once again saw a medium, but low fog across both sides of the road. This time in the middle of the road, half-way to the other side, the fog ran across the road. I realized how truly beautiful it was, but did not stop, because there was a car behind me. When I got to the other side, where the woods and houses picked up again, I felt sad and I heard, “Why did you not stop?” I didn’t stop, because there was a car behind me, I answered. “You missed an opportunity” was the response. And I felt like I had betrayed myself.
Some time passed and when I hit the first stop sign, this message came to me:
“Your faith in God and in the Universe, is faith in yourself; this is your strength. The more you commit to that faith, the stronger it becomes. You will find that letting go of some “security” and embracing your creative spirit will reap rewards and dividends you have been missing. By replacing one with the other you will ultimately meet greater “success” (as you define it) and experience much more happiness, contentment and joy in your life. This is your mission; to implement the steps, do the exercises and rituals for prayer and meditation daily without fail and with full faith and commitment. Take the actions needed to accomplish what you seek. Understand and know that the actions you take will resonate in the right situations, which will open more opportunities. Continue doing the right thing, focusing on the best outcome and share what you have learned with all who will listen.
Your understanding and implementation of Universal Laws is part of your spiritual and creative gift. You will attract and be attracted to the right situations, events and venues. Do not worry or become discouraged when things do not seem to be working out. Just remain true to the steps and take each opportunity as it comes, always looking for the next. Always be ready to perform, practice regularly and expand your repertoire. Your commitment will be rewarded
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